Greetings to all.

Gods I hate lagging behind in this entry. It kinda annoys me a little.

Anyway, I am well, happy and safe.

My life has been awsem.

Mucho news to tell you.

 Yesterday Bex, myself and 4 other students as well as a few instructors went to 7 studios and saw the set, met some of the cast, looked at clothing, and watched home and away  reherse. Though I am not a fan, I seemed to no a lot more than everyone else apart from Ally who is awsem, and Christy because they are huuuuuuge fans.

It was awsem. I got ortergraphs from a few of the cast members and I managed to get one photo on my phone of Christy who plays Cursty. Yayyyy! She was such a lovely lady, I would love to meet her again sometime.

Olly, you are soooooo cuuuute. He is a 4 or so year old boy who is one of the actors.

That is a basic overview of the day.

These holidays I also went to a guide dogs test drive day which was really helpful, and I really feel that getting a dog would be really beneficial  fore me.

I walked with to different dogs Sarge and Victor who were different.

Sarge just wasn’t with it, losing concentration, and victor was really good, and did what I asked that was really nice.

Anyhow, I gtg, just quickly though, Jal from Australias got talent was soooo good, you all should look him up. He had an amazing voice and he is only 11!

He made me cry!

Well well, I’ll leave it there and say good night to all and sweet dreams.

Louise girl, hope all is well. I miss your appearance chicky. Sad smiley take care.

With much love and hugs to all,

Ciao,

Delta fan.

Long time greetings to all...

Apologies for those who missed me, I'm back.

There's not much to say really, unless you don't mind me talking about Delta. If you get bored, then simply skip this entry.

I really don't understand how many things can happen in less than 6 months.

I got a piano in November which I have always wanted, got Delta concert tickets for Christmas as you all know, and omg!!!!!!!!!!!

On the 15th of Feb, my grandfather went to star city here in Sydney for a surprise international guest concert.

He didn't realise till he got there that it was Delta Goodrem! Someone tell me why I wasn't there? I would do anything just to get some form of I D and prove the fact I'm 18.

Dammm! You! Cocktail parties...

Not only did she perform with Brian McFadden, whilst I got to hear it over the phone, but I spoke to Delta herself!

Oh! my! gosh! It's a night I will never forget!

To explain the conversation, Delta said hi and as soon as I herd her voice, I started crying.

I told her that she had inspired me through her music and that it meant the world to me.

She told me that she was glad to have inspired me through her music.

She then asked me if they were my parents and Papa told her that he was my grandfather and that the other lady Mabelle was his girl friend.

Not much was said after that, I was just shocked and we said goodbye.

When Mabelle came back on the phone, she asked me how it was, and I couldn't speak. I was still crying.

All I could get out was a very faint "Thank you, you don't no how much this means to me".

It took me a good 2 days to sink in, but when it did, I cried even more.

Thanks Nat for being with me.....

That's not all, About a week ago, Papa called me and said he was getting the professional photo that star city took on the night, but he asked them if Delta was able to sign it, and they said yes.

So Delta is signing the photo. yayyyyyyy!

Oh! The photo that is my wall paper on my phone, is the time when she was speaking to me.

If you make the photo bigger, you can see the phone on her ear as she speaks to me. That's so cool!

Nothing else has been happening really, just dealing with technology problems one after another, but that's Ok, should be resolved soon...

Visualizing, it's a wonderful thing, and it works!

I've always visualized myself at home playing the piano,

I don't no how many time's I've visualized being at a Delta concert whilst watching the "Visualize tour",

and I've had endless dreams of meeting Delta before I spoke to her over the phone.

No guise, I'm not crazy.

So Yayyyy! It's my birthday on Monday which should be fun.

I'm inviting Nat over, hahahaha. Family, get ready for Delta! Delta! and more Delta! Yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!

Hahaha I can just imagine family going insane!

Nicole is going to die! Hehehehe. And well, Daddy, get used to it.

Ivanna and hopefully j and Marcel, Julia, Nicole and Danny, Papa and Mabelle, and Nat of course are all coming over.

There will be so many Delta stories and songs played, and chocolate Cakes and heaps of food and things it'll be fun.

If I'm bothered, I'll update and tell you how it all went.

So till then I'll say a early Happy birthday for Monday to my twin Deb Dap.

Much love and hugs to all,

Louise, there you go. Lj is updated, enjoy chicky, smiles.

Forever Delta Fan.

Hey all,

Not much to update on really, I’ve just been dealing with a whole lot of shit which doesn’t seem to be going away.

I’ve got my yearly exam coming up and I’m thinking of doing Angel.

Don’t ask me why, but yeah. Louise… you have to send me that backing track girly, just to remind you.

I don’t know how I’m going to get it but yeah.

I hope I don’t have to go down this path, but if I don’t get that backing track before well, next term, I’m gonna have to bye it from this online shop, that, I hate doing because there so expensive. So if anyone knows of any good cheep sites or even to download that backing track for free, comment and tell me, or call me on 0421255472.

It’ll be greatly appreciated.

Put it this way. I don’t trust the internet!

That reminds me.

For all you guys that don’t know, I haven’t been on msn or skype for a while because my computer decided to crash.

Completely go and die.

It’s got no windows and all. Just a black scream.

Yuck!!

That’s really really really annoying!

I can’t speak to all you guys which saddens me greatly.

I’ll be on as soon as possible I promise.

I’m not sure how long that is, because my computer hasn’t even been fixed yet, and don’t know when it will.

David, welcome to the land of LJ.

I’ve got briannas birthday tomorrow which is loads of fun. Yayyy! I’m sleeping over for the weekend, Freedom!!! No going to the caravan. Yayyyyy!

To all the heaten family, I’m sorry to here about your Nan. R.I.P.

I’ve known her for about 10 years or so.

I remember seeing her at the beginning of this year. She was such a nice person, and really friendly.

She would always help me around, and Brianna and I used to do concerts in front of her and the rest of the family.

It’s so sad to here of her passing…

I’ll miss you Nan Heaten, and to Pop Heaten, I hope you stay strong. Just keep smiling.

Same goes to Jay, Paul, Pam, and Brianna.

*Holds the tears back….

Just before I go, to listen up this entry a little, I want to show you guys just how much of a freak I am of Delta.

Hahaha!! It’s not just me, Nat as well.

Last year Nat and I decided to be complete freaks and write a poem using the song off Deltas 2 albums. Innocent eyes and Mistaken Identity.

That first part I wrote.

Then when the Delta album came out, Nat decided to continue that poem and put the rest of the songs including some of the unreleased- unheard songs:

I don’t care, Here I am, Lost for words, beautiful Madness (A fricken ausem song!), take me home, together we are one, Brian and Delta- Almost here and the one she did with westlife- all out of love,

Like only a woman can (Partly changed), on my own, flawed, unsure, some of Brians songs like inside out and twisted.

Here it is:

Born to try or, mistaken identity.

I was born to try, with innocent eyes,

apparently I was fragile, just like a butterfly.

Look miss predictable almost here,

then I realised, this is not me,

not me not I.

It must be,

a kace, of mistaken identity.

I met a guy,

it as out of the blue,

as he was running away,

I said I am lost with out you.

Now as I write,

I think of something so magic magic,

think of something so tragic tragic,

rite before my eyes,

to separate lives.

And now I no,

it's a little too late,

my mum would say.

But don't you understand,

don't you remember what it was?

remember, that extraordinary day,

a year ago today?

I met my rock,

and now can't you see,

mum, I'm not that strong?

It's like thunder and lightning,

crashing and striking,

trust me,

it was a miss communication,

you were just disorientated.

Now the light has faded,

everything just seems so wrong,

mum, can't you help me, out of this electric storm?

I can't be strong.

Now as I write,

I think of something so magic magic,

think of something so tragic tragic,

rite before my eyes,

to separate lives.

And now my love,

I write this song,

on my last night on earth,

before I am gone.

I want you to no,

from the bottom, of my fragile heart,

you were my sanctuary,

so again I ask you,

will you fall for me?

I'm for ever,

wishing there would be an other day,

other wise, I’m running away,

I don't care happy or sad,

 just a little longer.

So you can take me home,

Because other wise you will only brake my heart.

And I can’t brake that to my heart,

so come on, put your brave face on,

because you are my guardian

and together we are one,

and with out you I am all out of love.

So now we’ll make it rite,

We will believe again that in this life there’ll be angels in the room.

Where god will laugh, and one day I’ll become your woman,

Just like any woman can.

Nobody listened,

That’s why I feel unsure,

I’m on my own, and lost for words.

So in my own time,

I will try to find those words to undo my big mistake,

and express the way I feel about you.

 can’t you see me?

Here I am flawed and confused.  

not knowing what to do.

But one thing I do no is I can’t live without you.

Rite now our lives are twisted and inside out,

but we’ll find a way to work it out.

We will fill our life with beautiful madness,

Even if it means picking roses with our bear hands.

 Hahahahaha! We are freeeeeeeeeeks!

Every lunch time back in year 9 and occasionally, we will have this huuuuuge Delta marathon singing all random Delta songs, and yeah.

I won’t bore you all about it, but that’s just me.

Anyway, I’ve kinda got nothing else to say, so with hugs to all,

Linlet.

PS. I’m seeing bex and Nelson in a few weeks!!

Yayyyyy!

Louise, I miss you like crazy chica.

Wednesday, 12^th of August.

11 30 PM.

Here’s a poem…

Believe.

Why does it come back,

To haunt my mind again,

I thought I let it go,

But there it is.

I try to brake free,

But still,

He’s in my dreams.

I cry and scream,

Frightened, I run,

But I can’t Brake free.

Never thought I’d get through this,

Evil  battle of fear,

Though it’ll never be over,

Somehow I believe.

I’m gonna get through this,

No matter what comes,

Precious friend,

You helped me stay strong.

Then he comes,

To attack me once again,

But I’m stronger now,

I can fight and defend.

Though I’m Still frightened,

I no I’ll get through this,

Because she told me,

She helped me get through this,

Evil  battle of fear,

Though it’ll never be over,

Somehow I believe.

I’m gonna get through this,

No matter what comes,

Her words of wisdom,

Helped me stay strong.

He still comes to haunt me,

Every now and then,

But I’m stronger now,

Thank you, precious friend.

It’s easier now,

I can get through it,

Though I fear,

I’ll always believe.

Nothing can stop me,

No matter what comes,

Many thanks, precious friend,

You helped me stay strong.

I believe,

I believe,

Believe in you,

Precious friend.

For those who no me verrry well, will no what this poem is about.

Many thanks to

Freedomsong

For being there through my insecurities, anger, and just everything. I really appreciate it.

As I said before, your wonderful, don’t ever forget that.

I hope you get better soon chicky.

Anyway, how did you think of the poem? Comment if you like.

Well… I better get going now.

I’ll try and update on tomorrow because I’ll be at work experience and hopefully have the net.

Kaitlyn, Hugs to you and hope you’re going fine.

Hugs to all,

Margarita. Xoxo.

Greetings all...

SO... I'm  sitting here trying to keeP myself BALLENCED, with a blocked right ear.

Yuck. I hate it.

I'm finding it really hard to navegate around.

This morning I crashed in to many things in my house.

Lol. I crashed into a wall which I don't normally do.

I kinda crashed into my dad, and I've got to get guided today, annoying.

Last night, I got a call from David, which has left me shocked, pondering, and all that.

Basicly, he well... asked me to go to his formal.

Urm ... scary.

I'm not sure if I'm gonna go, so if anyone has advice for those who no me, greatly apreciated.

I feel special.... lol.

I'm kinda woried about what my parents will say since my dad's not really fond of him.

Trust me. Nothing is going on.

I don't like him.

Hahaha…. Mr Oh-haleren is really really really cool.

I’m sitting in guidance listening to Mr O-haleren  talking about subject selections.

“Hi Mr O H, my name is Jo.”

Lol. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha… thanks Mr Seychell. You rock!

IT’s something beween our form.

Basicly, clares dad came up to Mr Oh-Haleren and said that. Lol. Not any parent has done that.

Now everyone who goes upt to Mr Oh-haleren says that and he thinks it’s really cool.

Ah…. My ear… I feel really strange. As I said before I can’t get around much on my own.

This is really frusterating!

*thinks… Lost my train of thought.

Kaitlyn, I miss you lots girly.. hope everything is going well for you.

Hugs.

 
Better go now. Got to pack up the lap top. Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to you chica.... miss you loads.
 xoxo, Margarita.

Greetings to all....

Can someone get me out of this torcher?

Me, no, like, it!

I am in the middle of double spanish and decided to take a brake.

I thought I should rite in here since I haven't for a while and I opolagise.

I'm sorry....

call me organised?

ha, no.

So in my little crazy linlet world, I have been doing loades  which means that I should tell you all about it cause I can, and because I want to.

First before anything, I want to sho you something that for me is like really old news but close to getting the results for...

Results? yes.

Me, as crazy as it seems, I have entered a competission that involves writing.

It's not like me to put my writing out there for those scary judges to see.

I decided to enter a 15 lined poem that I wrote. This poem arigenally wasn't 15 lines, but I had to reduce it because that was there limit.

Dam you!

For those who don't no, with writing poetry, I write esays. I swear they are sooooo long....

it's scary!

I had trouble reducing it to what they wanted since when I herd of this comp, I had it already written. I was no way thinking that I would put it in here, but thanks to:

Mrs Sutherland, Nat, and Mary, they thought that I should enter it.

So yay for them or something.

Anyway, to tell you how old this news is, I put it in around 2 or 3 months ago...

I no!

It's really bad. It shows though that I should update this thingy more often. So if I haven't updated for a while, and I've forgot, can someone please tell me?

Thanks.

Ok, I think now it's like time I stop and show you the poem.

This is the arigenal....

always.

When you need a sholder to cry on,

remember that I have a warm embrace,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

You will  never be alone,

together we'll stand,

I'll be rite by your side,

when you need a helping hand.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

dont ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'm rite by your side,

always.

I'll be a lit candle,

guiding you through,

lighting your way,

in everything you do.

I'd help keekp you,

from stumbling over,

the obstacals ahead,

that block your path.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

If I light your path,

life is easier,

even strong winds,

my light will not deter.

Just remember,

I'm always here,

in your heart,

close and near.

So just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

That's why I'm here,

I'll help you out in every way,

so happyness and love,

in your heart will always stay.

So don't blow me out,

that's one request,

Unless it's me,

you do detest.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

How did you think of that? comment?

This is the one that I entered.

Always.

When you need a shoulder to cry on,

Remember I have a warm embrace,

I'll be there to comfort you, always.

Just call out my name, and I'll be right here,

I'll shield you from the pain, there's no need to fear.

Don't ever give up, when times get tuff,

I'll be by your side, always.

If I light your path, life is easier,

Even strong winds, my light will not deter.

I'll be a lit candle, guiding you through,

Lighting your way, in everything you do.

I'd help keep you, from stumbling over,

The obstacles ahead, that blocks your path.

So just remember, I'm always here,

In your heart, close and near.

For those who don't no, this poem is for a friend of mine and you no who you are...

She was going through a difficult time so I wrote this to tell her that I'm always here.

Hugs to you chica.

If I'm wrong and someone tell me, I think that this is done in a different font.

From my memory, this is how I sent it in.

If it is done in a different font, can someone send me a message.

For all you blindies, don't worry about it cause... well lol, there's no point.

The results of this poem will be anounced on the 21st of May.

The prize is $1000 but half of it goes to the school and I also get the poem published in a book. i don't think I will win though lots of people are saying I will. It can't be that grate. Siriously.

Anyway, on other exciting news, I am having another sibling! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy! It's a girl! Squee! I can't wate!

She is going to be a July baby. Hopefully the name might be Tameeka. Omg! I love that name! Some other names that we chose are: Ella, which in spanish is her. lol. I had to put that in....

and Hayden, I told Lorraine that name you gave to me... what was it again? oh god I can't remember....

meh, but she didn't mind it.

School is going fine. I am just handing in asesments, and finally things are going fine with my itinerant.  I still miss you loades Mrs Meade. Omg! She was like the best!

It's a shame that she only taught me for one year.

I've also just mooved house and not having the net and phone is a baaaaaaaad. Me no like that!

Arggy.... I hope everything is fine.

I will probably will get the phone today or tomorro and the net hopefully next week.

So if you people want to call me, I have my mobile on me.

Welcome Louise to the land of LJ.

Have fun chica! I will hopefully add you soon and Kaitlyn, you rock! Your like sooooo funny.... you make me lol loades.

Hugs to you both and miss you.

Hayden, thank you sooooo much! You like saved me.... if you read this, not that you will in the next days, but if you do, can you make me a backing track of that song? Please?

Thanks.

Pearl and Andrew, I hope everything is going fine.

and to everyone else, hugs.

I better go now and get back to my work...nooooo.

I'll try and poast more often, I hope? 

Hahahaha in like another 2 months time.

Anyways, take care, keep safe, and I'll be back as soon as possible.

Love and light,

Margarita.

Love you all.