Life of Linlet

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2009-11-09T07:37:38Z

thankful

2009-10-01T01:37:39Z

Greetings all.

I am ccurrently doing work experience at my grandfathers work witch is a tax office. It's going grate! I have answered phones and put things in envolopes and labled them and such things.

I've stayed here for the hole week… Yayyy!

The end of guide dogs work experience was grate apart from the fact that it was a week only. I'm thinking of doing a part time job there, hopefully in reception.
It'll be fun!
I've spoken to the wonderful danny there who I was working with and she just said that I can just put my resume there and that's done.
Yayyy!

Anyway… on a totally different note, I'd like to mention the existence of my subject line…

When you breafely take a moment to look back in life and saw what you have been through, It's amazing how things change...

I am grateful to say that as of the 16th of this month, Andrew and I are together.
Along with loads of what you could say complications and ups and downs, we have made it through. It's something I'm so thankful and grateful fore.

Having Andrew in my life since Goodness knows how long I can remember, has been one of the best things. Sharing a special friendship with him then leading in to how it's lead, is something amazing.
The friendship between us is like no other, in that the amount of trust I've had and have for him, is quite a lot. He's always been there for me, and that's what makes it so special. as those of you who no me, no what I've previously been through and could say have not had much luck in a way with such things, but now I'm certain that this is something more special than ever…

I really could go on and on about this, but I'd borr you all to death if I did, so I won't.

Anyhow… I've been called to do some kind of work...
I love you loads Andrew and don't you ever forget that.
Thank you for everything. You mean so much to me.

Love and hugs to all… Hails.

linlet @ 2009-09-23T14:41:00

2009-09-23T04:43:41Z

I’m currently sitting here at Guide dogs in Chatswood at work experience. Switching between 2 laptops is fun. One this being a complete bitch with jaws, and one that is going well. Believe it, the one that is a bitch is using jaws 10 and the good one is using a demo of jaws 9. So what I’m trying to say here, is jaws demo is better than normal, and down graded on top? I really don’t get that… Anyway, I just wanted to give you all a brefe overview of what I’ve been doing. I’ve been working on spread sheets that has been fun, walking a beautiful golden lab (Summer), wich I am about to go now, took some photos of me and an 8 week old puppy, and talking to the staff. They are loads of fun. I also went to the call center and observed everything there that was fun. Anyhow… I better run and walk this gorgeous dog. Much love and hugs to all… Hugs to my special peeps… you no who you are... Love and huggles, Hails.

Greetings to all.

2009-04-22T13:36:11Z

Greetings to all.

Gods I hate lagging behind in this entry. It kinda annoys me a little.

Anyway, I am well, happy and safe.

My life has been awsem.

Mucho news to tell you.

Yesterday Bex, myself and 4 other students as well as a few instructors went to 7 studios and saw the set, met some of the cast, looked at clothing, and watched home and away reherse. Though I am not a fan, I seemed to no a lot more than everyone else apart from Ally who is awsem, and Christy because they are huuuuuuge fans.

It was awsem. I got ortergraphs from a few of the cast members and I managed to get one photo on my phone of Christy who plays Cursty. Yayyyy! She was such a lovely lady, I would love to meet her again sometime.

Olly, you are soooooo cuuuute. He is a 4 or so year old boy who is one of the actors.

That is a basic overview of the day.

These holidays I also went to a guide dogs test drive day which was really helpful, and I really feel that getting a dog would be really beneficial fore me.

I walked with to different dogs Sarge and Victor who were different.

Sarge just wasn’t with it, losing concentration, and victor was really good, and did what I asked that was really nice.

Anyhow, I gtg, just quickly though, Jal from Australias got talent was soooo good, you all should look him up. He had an amazing voice and he is only 11!

He made me cry!

Well well, I’ll leave it there and say good night to all and sweet dreams.

Louise girl, hope all is well. I miss your appearance chicky. Sad smiley take care.

With much love and hugs to all,

Ciao,

Delta fan.

Delta, Delta, and ore Delta!

2009-03-07T12:39:58Z

Long time greetings to all...

Apologies for those who missed me, I'm back.

There's not much to say really, unless you don't mind me talking about Delta. If you get bored, then simply skip this entry.

I really don't understand how many things can happen in less than 6 months.

I got a piano in November which I have always wanted, got Delta concert tickets for Christmas as you all know, and omg!!!!!!!!!!!

On the 15th of Feb, my grandfather went to star city here in Sydney for a surprise international guest concert.

He didn't realise till he got there that it was Delta Goodrem! Someone tell me why I wasn't there? I would do anything just to get some form of I D and prove the fact I'm 18.

Dammm! You! Cocktail parties...

Not only did she perform with Brian McFadden, whilst I got to hear it over the phone, but I spoke to Delta herself!

Oh! my! gosh! It's a night I will never forget!

To explain the conversation, Delta said hi and as soon as I herd her voice, I started crying.

I told her that she had inspired me through her music and that it meant the world to me.

She told me that she was glad to have inspired me through her music.

She then asked me if they were my parents and Papa told her that he was my grandfather and that the other lady Mabelle was his girl friend.

Not much was said after that, I was just shocked and we said goodbye.

When Mabelle came back on the phone, she asked me how it was, and I couldn't speak. I was still crying.

All I could get out was a very faint "Thank you, you don't no how much this means to me".

It took me a good 2 days to sink in, but when it did, I cried even more.

Thanks Nat for being with me.....

That's not all, About a week ago, Papa called me and said he was getting the professional photo that star city took on the night, but he asked them if Delta was able to sign it, and they said yes.

So Delta is signing the photo. yayyyyyyy!

Oh! The photo that is my wall paper on my phone, is the time when she was speaking to me.

If you make the photo bigger, you can see the phone on her ear as she speaks to me. That's so cool!

Nothing else has been happening really, just dealing with technology problems one after another, but that's Ok, should be resolved soon...

Visualizing, it's a wonderful thing, and it works!

I've always visualized myself at home playing the piano,

I don't no how many time's I've visualized being at a Delta concert whilst watching the "Visualize tour",

and I've had endless dreams of meeting Delta before I spoke to her over the phone.

No guise, I'm not crazy.

So Yayyyy! It's my birthday on Monday which should be fun.

I'm inviting Nat over, hahahaha. Family, get ready for Delta! Delta! and more Delta! Yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!

Hahaha I can just imagine family going insane!

Nicole is going to die! Hehehehe. And well, Daddy, get used to it.

Ivanna and hopefully j and Marcel, Julia, Nicole and Danny, Papa and Mabelle, and Nat of course are all coming over.

There will be so many Delta stories and songs played, and chocolate Cakes and heaps of food and things it'll be fun.

If I'm bothered, I'll update and tell you how it all went.

So till then I'll say a early Happy birthday for Monday to my twin Deb Dap.

Much love and hugs to all,

Louise, there you go. Lj is updated, enjoy chicky, smiles.

Forever Delta Fan.

random ramblings

2008-09-26T00:30:31Z

Hey all,

Not much to update on really, I’ve just been dealing with a whole lot of shit which doesn’t seem to be going away.

I’ve got my yearly exam coming up and I’m thinking of doing Angel.

Don’t ask me why, but yeah. Louise… you have to send me that backing track girly, just to remind you.

I don’t know how I’m going to get it but yeah.

I hope I don’t have to go down this path, but if I don’t get that backing track before well, next term, I’m gonna have to bye it from this online shop, that, I hate doing because there so expensive. So if anyone knows of any good cheep sites or even to download that backing track for free, comment and tell me, or call me on 0421255472.

It’ll be greatly appreciated.

Put it this way. I don’t trust the internet!

That reminds me.

For all you guys that don’t know, I haven’t been on msn or skype for a while because my computer decided to crash.

Completely go and die.

It’s got no windows and all. Just a black scream.

Yuck!!

That’s really really really annoying!

I can’t speak to all you guys which saddens me greatly.

I’ll be on as soon as possible I promise.

I’m not sure how long that is, because my computer hasn’t even been fixed yet, and don’t know when it will.

David, welcome to the land of LJ.

I’ve got briannas birthday tomorrow which is loads of fun. Yayyy! I’m sleeping over for the weekend, Freedom!!! No going to the caravan. Yayyyyy!

To all the heaten family, I’m sorry to here about your Nan. R.I.P.

I’ve known her for about 10 years or so.

I remember seeing her at the beginning of this year. She was such a nice person, and really friendly.

She would always help me around, and Brianna and I used to do concerts in front of her and the rest of the family.

It’s so sad to here of her passing…

I’ll miss you Nan Heaten, and to Pop Heaten, I hope you stay strong. Just keep smiling.

Same goes to Jay, Paul, Pam, and Brianna.

*Holds the tears back….

Just before I go, to listen up this entry a little, I want to show you guys just how much of a freak I am of Delta.

Hahaha!! It’s not just me, Nat as well.

Last year Nat and I decided to be complete freaks and write a poem using the song off Deltas 2 albums. Innocent eyes and Mistaken Identity.

That first part I wrote.

Then when the Delta album came out, Nat decided to continue that poem and put the rest of the songs including some of the unreleased- unheard songs:

I don’t care, Here I am, Lost for words, beautiful Madness (A fricken ausem song!), take me home, together we are one, Brian and Delta- Almost here and the one she did with westlife- all out of love,

Like only a woman can (Partly changed), on my own, flawed, unsure, some of Brians songs like inside out and twisted.

Here it is:

Born to try or, mistaken identity.

I was born to try, with innocent eyes,

apparently I was fragile, just like a butterfly.

Look miss predictable almost here,

then I realised, this is not me,

not me not I.

It must be,

a kace, of mistaken identity.

I met a guy,

it as out of the blue,

as he was running away,

I said I am lost with out you.

Now as I write,

I think of something so magic magic,

think of something so tragic tragic,

rite before my eyes,

to separate lives.

And now I no,

it's a little too late,

my mum would say.

But don't you understand,

don't you remember what it was?

remember, that extraordinary day,

a year ago today?

I met my rock,

and now can't you see,

mum, I'm not that strong?

It's like thunder and lightning,

crashing and striking,

trust me,

it was a miss communication,

you were just disorientated.

Now the light has faded,

everything just seems so wrong,

mum, can't you help me, out of this electric storm?

I can't be strong.

Now as I write,

I think of something so magic magic,

think of something so tragic tragic,

rite before my eyes,

to separate lives.

And now my love,

I write this song,

on my last night on earth,

before I am gone.

I want you to no,

from the bottom, of my fragile heart,

you were my sanctuary,

so again I ask you,

will you fall for me?

I'm for ever,

wishing there would be an other day,

other wise, I’m running away,

I don't care happy or sad,

just a little longer.

So you can take me home,

Because other wise you will only brake my heart.

And I can’t brake that to my heart,

so come on, put your brave face on,

because you are my guardian

and together we are one,

and with out you I am all out of love.

So now we’ll make it rite,

We will believe again that in this life there’ll be angels in the room.

Where god will laugh, and one day I’ll become your woman,

Just like any woman can.

Nobody listened,

That’s why I feel unsure,

I’m on my own, and lost for words.

So in my own time,

I will try to find those words to undo my big mistake,

and express the way I feel about you.

can’t you see me?

Here I am flawed and confused.

not knowing what to do.

But one thing I do no is I can’t live without you.

Rite now our lives are twisted and inside out,

but we’ll find a way to work it out.

We will fill our life with beautiful madness,

Even if it means picking roses with our bear hands.

Hahahahaha! We are freeeeeeeeeeks!

Every lunch time back in year 9 and occasionally, we will have this huuuuuge Delta marathon singing all random Delta songs, and yeah.

I won’t bore you all about it, but that’s just me.

Anyway, I’ve kinda got nothing else to say, so with hugs to all,

Linlet.

PS. I’m seeing bex and Nelson in a few weeks!!

Yayyyyy!

Louise, I miss you like crazy chica.

in guidance

2008-09-26T00:23:58Z

Random ramblings...

packmate entry..

2008-08-13T00:50:05Z

Wednesday, 12^th of August.

11 30 PM.

Here’s a poem…

Believe.

Why does it come back,

To haunt my mind again,

I thought I let it go,

But there it is.

I try to brake free,

But still,

He’s in my dreams.

I cry and scream,

Frightened, I run,

But I can’t Brake free.

Never thought I’d get through this,

Evil battle of fear,

Though it’ll never be over,

Somehow I believe.

I’m gonna get through this,

No matter what comes,

Precious friend,

You helped me stay strong.

Then he comes,

To attack me once again,

But I’m stronger now,

I can fight and defend.

Though I’m Still frightened,

I no I’ll get through this,

Because she told me,

She helped me get through this,

Evil battle of fear,

Though it’ll never be over,

Somehow I believe.

I’m gonna get through this,

No matter what comes,

Her words of wisdom,

Helped me stay strong.

He still comes to haunt me,

Every now and then,

But I’m stronger now,

Thank you, precious friend.

It’s easier now,

I can get through it,

Though I fear,

I’ll always believe.

Nothing can stop me,

No matter what comes,

Many thanks, precious friend,

You helped me stay strong.

I believe,

Believe in you,

Precious friend.

For those who no me verrry well, will no what this poem is about.

Many thanks to

Freedomsong

For being there through my insecurities, anger, and just everything. I really appreciate it.

As I said before, your wonderful, don’t ever forget that.

I hope you get better soon chicky.

Anyway, how did you think of the poem? Comment if you like.

Well… I better get going now.

I’ll try and update on tomorrow because I’ll be at work experience and hopefully have the net.

Kaitlyn, Hugs to you and hope you’re going fine.

Hugs to all,

Margarita. Xoxo.

school entry

2008-08-01T00:37:41Z

Greetings all...

SO... I'm sitting here trying to keeP myself BALLENCED, with a blocked right ear.

Yuck. I hate it.

I'm finding it really hard to navegate around.

This morning I crashed in to many things in my house.

Lol. I crashed into a wall which I don't normally do.

I kinda crashed into my dad, and I've got to get guided today, annoying.

Last night, I got a call from David, which has left me shocked, pondering, and all that.

Basicly, he well... asked me to go to his formal.

Urm ... scary.

I'm not sure if I'm gonna go, so if anyone has advice for those who no me, greatly apreciated.

I feel special.... lol.

I'm kinda woried about what my parents will say since my dad's not really fond of him.

Trust me. Nothing is going on.

I don't like him.

Hahaha…. Mr Oh-haleren is really really really cool.

I’m sitting in guidance listening to Mr O-haleren talking about subject selections.

“Hi Mr O H, my name is Jo.”

Lol. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha… thanks Mr Seychell. You rock!

IT’s something beween our form.

Basicly, clares dad came up to Mr Oh-Haleren and said that. Lol. Not any parent has done that.

Now everyone who goes upt to Mr Oh-haleren says that and he thinks it’s really cool.

Ah…. My ear… I feel really strange. As I said before I can’t get around much on my own.

This is really frusterating!

*thinks… Lost my train of thought.

Kaitlyn, I miss you lots girly.. hope everything is going well for you.

Hugs.

Better go now. Got to pack up the lap top. Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to you chica.... miss you loads.
xoxo, Margarita.

updates.

2008-07-17T06:02:00Z

HI all.... I have some grate news!
I have another sister! Woooote! She's 3 kilos and 48 centermetres. I haven't seen her yet, because of well.... explain in another entry.... Just to some things up, Lorraine is really sick and contagious. She is unable to hold the baby, but her and the baby are both doing well. The baby is in the nersary and lorraine is getting better.

I'm not going to go in to detail... I'll explain in a privet poast... sorry. It's just to personal.

We are thinking of naming the baby Bethany but where not certain. We need to have a look at the baby first.

Ok... that's about all. Better run. Got to have dinner. Hugs to all,

Linlet.

random happenings.

2008-07-12T13:38:39Z

so. As I sit here on skype with David, reading a cool web site I found, I'm quite happy.
Yayyy! Even though I have had around 4 hours or so of sleep in the past 24 hours, I'm not tired.
Strange.

Today has been quite boring yet short. I went to Susan my cousins party and that was boring watching her sailor moon dvd which was in Japanese, Pointlesss). I ate loads of food, felt really sick,and just spoke to random people. Lorraine and daddy didn't go so that made it even more boring.

Yesterday I came back from Nicoles house which was loades of fun, getting loads and loads of music. Yayyy!
I just sat around watching tv and eating noodles. Thanks danny. Lol!

Ok.... I am oficially bord once again. David had to go. Dam!
I want to write soooo much but time is a problem.

Chica, where have you been? I haven't seen you for what seems like soooo long. If your reading this, hugs, and I miss you.
Kaitlyn, hope your doing well chicky. Big big huuuuuugs to you to.

No subject line....

2008-07-07T11:57:08Z

Hi from a freezing cold house.

Don't no why I decided to write in here, but I am, and yeah. Don't no what to say, apart from the fact that I have been doing work all day. I've done about 4 hours of spanish, and that's enough for me! I've sorta started on my religion assessment and almost finished it.
My history one is not that far from being done which is really cool and surprising because me and history are not good friends, therefore I don't even touch it till the last minute.
Lol.

That's my day. cold, boring, and painfull.

Sammy is really sick... throwing up everything she eats...it's not good.
One minute she's fine, the next she's got this huuuudge fever and bed bound for the hole day. She hasn't eaten anything por sammu.
Ok.... I'm gonna go and speak to Hayden and cassie on skype now.

Hugs to all who want them,

Margarita.

no subject line....

2008-07-04T11:52:09Z

Sitting in p d health,
I decided to make another school entry.
Today has been just one of those days where nothing is happening.

In Science I just spoke to Mrs Chandda, Mary, and Nat, made braille labels for Mrs chaandda because I was boandb, and wrote that last entry.

Guidance I just went on you tube and looked up a bunch of stuff on Delta Goodrem, and poasted that entry I wrote earlier today

In Maths I did nothing.
I tryed to do work, but I couldn't even concentrate. It was horrible!
I think my mind was in holiday mode. Lol!
In history I just cleared up my stuff from the room and put it all in the little room where Mrs Sutherland does her work.
It's also the maths storage room...

I can not wate untill tomorrow! yayyy!
They are all coming back from bmc. Woote!
I can't wate to get those recordings....

Ok, better go now as it's about 5 minutes till home time.

Hugs to all,

Linlet.

school entry...

2008-07-04T00:22:01Z

Hi all...

On friday, I found out that I got into work experience.

Yayyyyyyyyy! About time!

We had trouble finding a place for me to work because the arigenal place, a radio station 103.2 the hart of sydney said to me that I was to young, when they told Bridget (the person who is helping me find a job) that it was ok for me to work.

That was about 2 months ago.

Now I'm going to work in Borkem hills in a charity center.

Oh joy!

I'm not sure what I'm going to do, but hopefully phones.

I'm starting the first week back from school. So in about 2 weeks.

I finish school on Friday.

Gods I wish we finished last week so I could go to Bmc.

I'm really annoyed about that.

I had soooo many plans... to work on the peace I got for music the top gun anthem, I was planning to perform something, and just catch up with everyone knowing it was a few people's last year... and now that I can't see them, it just makes me sad. Me no like that!

On Saturday, things were finally sorted out with Mary. I no not a lot has been written about that in here, but it's because it's rather to personal, or others might get hert...

She told her aunty about it, then her aunty told her this storry of her friend who was in the same situation as Mary. Her aunty said that she wanted to apologise, but the friend died in a car accident that night.

Mary said that because of her aunty telling this story to her, it made her open her eyes, and she apologised to mee and vice verser.

Today Mary was talking to me in science about it all. Lol! We told each other everything.

I'm glad that we have opened up and yeah. Everything is clear now which means 1 more thing to go, and no more pressureing situations for me.

Woooote.

It's only the group thingy to deal with.

That's still not sorted itself out yet, and probably not for a while yet until we no what's the situation with Provi.

You see, the thing is that Providence is sitting with These 2 girls Shams and Miriam. Nat and Mary find it a bit annoying because she never sits with them any more, and they want me to sit with them.

The reason why I don't sit with them, is because Provi doesn't want me to be in her group any more.

That's fine with me, but not when I get regected from 1 group, and another I'm there because I have nowhere alse to be!

Clare says that her group doesn't want me to sit with her and personally I think she doesn't either, and Andrea's group is fine, I'm not saying anything bad about them, but I just don't feel I fit in there.

There kinda like the left over group. The group that everyone goes to when there is nowhere else to go.

Ohgods.... That was really baaaaad!

But you no what I mean.

I just feel that I don't no where to go.

Honestly, I don't want to be in Andrea's group. I like her, she's a cool person and so are the others, but I don't feel comfortable there.

I've been talking to Mrs Sutherland about it, and thanks heeps Mrs Sutherland for being there.

She says that I should be sitting with Clare, but I told her "What do I do when they don't accept me?" She said just To sit there and not worry about it.

That's true, but Clare will try and look for Andrea.

That's what really herts me.

She's told people things that I tell her not to tell anything, and she knows not to say anything, and she doesn't even let me sit with her.

I've just lost so much trust in her lately. A lot of people for that matter.

I've known her since year 5 and year 7. We were really close friends, but I don't think I can trust her any more than I did.

I'm scared that she will tell someone something that they don't need to know....

I can't trust anyone at school any more.

Well... maybe Nat, but still... I can't fully trust her like I trust my other friends.

You no who you all are...

It's probably time I should go now, because it's almost the end of science.

Hugs to who ever wants them,

Linlet.

Xoxo.

Not so alone now....

2008-06-28T12:34:23Z

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy..... thanks heeps Pearl....

I can finally talk to my non Bmc buddy or something. Yayy!

I really don't no what this entry is going to contain but I must worn you all that it's not going to make sence.

SO here are some random things...

1. Louise, have you gotten your gift yet?
2. David, have fun with out me!
3. I fucken hate, hate employers that judge people for there site. It really really really, pisses me off!
4. Speaking to Hayden is gooooooood. Wooooooteness!

And now... I'm leaving you all.
Hugs to who ever wants them.

Hails. Xoxo.

no subject line....

2008-06-28T07:41:51Z

Hey all.... This feels really strange. arn't I suppose to be at BMC?

Unfortunately because of it being on the last week or school and the course I am doing, I can't go. Gur'r'r'r'r'r'rr'r'r! Arggy.... it's a bad.
Me no like that.
I can't catch up with all of you cool people.
I kinda feel better though knowing that Pearl isn't going. SO I have someone to talk to. Yayyyyyy.

I'm speaking to Shell on msn and omg! I haven't spoken to her in ages. I no your reading this Shelle, so Hii to you and Michael. You 2 rock! Big huuuuuugs to the both of you. and we should really catch up soon.

Ok... I really have nothing else to say so I'm gonna disappear for a while.... Hugs to Kaitlyn, take care chica.
Louise.... I hope you like that gift I gave you. sorry for the mistakes I made in that peace I wrote to you. Oops! Biggest huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to you chica, I'll give you a call soon.

Hugs to who ever wants them,

Margarita.

Thank you.

2008-05-24T13:33:27Z

I feel that I need to thank the following people for this week....

Thank you Louise, for putting up with my rants, my fears, and just everything.... I don't no where I would be with out you. Thanks sooooo much chica.

Thanks David for comforting me on Wednesday.

Thank you Provi for the grate friendship we had. I'm sorry for the wrong that I did, and now that I have lost you is just.... I can't begin to say....

Thanks Mary for listening to me, but now that it's almost over, you've been such a grate friend to me. I can't lose you or Provi.

Nat, Thanks for just being there. I hope this doesn't brake our friendship...

I'm sorry all....

I needed to say that.

I've really got nothing else to say, so I'll keep on talking to David on skype.
Love you all.... especially my special peoples..... get welll soon chica. I no You will be fine..... I'm praying for you...

Hugs to those who want them....

Margarita.

linlet @ 2008-05-19T21:18:00

2008-05-19T11:18:22Z

Hi.... how are we all? I just felt like writing cause I'm bored and talking to scott on skype. Oh someone signed in! It was a provi! Yaayyyyyy!

This is another of my random non sence entries. SO sorry....

Today I had that course again. It's going ok and that guy who got kicked out is back again. Yay for him or something.

Rarggy.... I'm bored. Chica, where are you? I hope everything is fine.... Kaitlyn.... hope you feel better chica. I'm uba woried about you....

Oh! And my grate grandmuther got out of hospital today! Yaaaayyyyyy!

Ok.... I'm going now because I'm borring scott out loades and he's just sitting there going "Hailey? Talk to me." So I should go and be nice and talk to him for the remainder 15 minutes or so.

Til then,

hugs to all.

Loooooooooove Margarita.

Happy muthers day from yesterday.

2008-05-12T10:10:09Z

Only a short one....

I am in a new house and have a purple room! Yaaayyy! I can't remember if I wrote that in the last entry but yeah. I have a room which is smaller now, but I like it.

Anyways, that's not the reason why I wrote in here.
You see there is another baby coming in to this crazy Lindermann family as you all nno, but not only is it a girl, we have figured out the name! Omg! It's like uba cool, and it's the name I love loades.
Dam you Lorraine! I wanted to name my child this name but she took it frrom me. Rarggy!
The name is Bethany. I have like loved that name since I was young. It's soooo cool!
So, Hailey, Angela, Samantha, Nicholas and Bethany? Hmm..... interesting.

Omg! Not last friday but the Friday before, I went to this sports day for people with disabilities and It was sooo fun. Thanks to Anthony, Shannon and Tara. Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy! I faced my fear!
I no this might sound really strange for those who no me, but I was afraid of playing goll ball when I got hit in the nose with the ball a few years ago.
I haven't played it since, and because I didn't really want to go swimming, I decided to give it a go. Luckerly I did, I haven't regreted it.

The first game was sooo good, I kept on getting the ball everytime it came my way and I got heeps of golls. Yaaaaaayyy! Then in the next game anthony kept on getting all the golls and we played for so long that we were the only ones on the cort, it was sooo funny! We kept on throwing the ball not noing that there wasn't anyone else playing, so the instructer had to throw it to us.
We played for about 1 hour. It was soooo fun!

Some other games we played were:
Blind criket, that was a little boring, but not after I discovered that Shannon and Tara were there,
Air Vollyball, which was just pointless, Soccer, another game that I didn't find really fun just dribbleing the ball up and down this hill thingy, soft ball, I just was hanging around talking to Anthony about random stuff, and we also played Basketball, that was pretty fun....

Oh yeah! I don't remember if I wrote this in the last entry, but I will findout the results of the poem I showed you on the 21st of May.

I started a corse on monday .
It was a choice employment corse and it goes for about 6 or so months and finishes in November. It's a corse to prepear you to go to work.
We just signed a bunch of forms which was really bad and boring, we did some ice braker actibities and just got to no each other.
It was ok.
Nat and Samantha went as well from my school.

Hmm..... ok I thought this was going to be short but now I'm just going to fill in time since I can.

My grate grandmuther is in hospital getting operated on her bladda or something. I'm not to sure what it is, but apparently they did the wrong operation on her, and she had to have another one last night.
She is fine now, and will be out in the next few days.
God she's had loades of operations It kinda scares me... she's in her early 80s. For those who no me, it's Abuela Vicky (Grandma Vicky in spanish). There you go. Loise, Abuela is Grandmuther.
IF you didn't no that, now you do, and if you did, well blah.

Don't you hate having random dreams?
I had this really strange dream last night that I was visiting Abuela Vicky at the hospital and on the way to her room, I ran in to Kaitlyns mum. Yeah! I no! Kaitlyn? It was strange.
I asked her mum how Kaitlyn was and if her operation went ok, but her mum just told me that she hasn't herd anything yet.
I went on going to Abuela Vickies room, I talked to her for a while, and then for some reason I was left alone.
Sitting there not knowing what to do, I decided to walk around the hospital looking for Kaitlyn to see how she was.
In the end I was lost, so I stopped, and it ended.
Kaitlyn, does your muther have a really high voice? Is she really short? Cause that's how she was in the dream.
I no. Call me strange?
You don't want to no about my dreams. I once had one about Lorraine having the baby. She just had the baby and I needed to hold it so we could go to her room.
I was walking and not knowing where the baby was, I accedentlly dropped it. I only notist it when Loraine said "Hailey, where's the baby?"
I was like "I don't no, I think I dropped it...."
She asked me to go and get it other whise she would kill me.
I went to find it and it was on the dorstep of the room we were in.
You see, the baby was not only in this plastic bag, but it was a pin that was in a bunch of soil. The baby could do anything, make any noise, it was just a pin.
I gave it to her, neeling on the step I said "Ok, when I go to sleep you will never see my eyes open again. Ok?"
Then she agreed and the dream ended.
Can someone tell me what that dream ment?

Enough about dreams.

Yesterday I had a needle.
Me, no, like, them! There really, really, really, scary.
And this one actually hirt more than the first one. I'm gonna have another one because it needs to be done 3 times. The Needle is for servical cancer.

Ok, I'm gonna go now, and talk on skype with Louise for a while.
Hugs chica, Kaitlyn, Nat,Hayden, Pearl, Bex, and everyone else because you deserve one.
I can't name you all cause your to many.

xoxox,

Linlet.
PS. Wee Wee! Love you Marlenne.
IF you want to no about that joke, ask me and I will tel you. Lol!

I'm back!

2008-04-30T02:57:07Z

Greetings to all....

Can someone get me out of this torcher?

Me, no, like, it!

I am in the middle of double spanish and decided to take a brake.

I thought I should rite in here since I haven't for a while and I opolagise.

I'm sorry....

call me organised?

ha, no.

So in my little crazy linlet world, I have been doing loades which means that I should tell you all about it cause I can, and because I want to.

First before anything, I want to sho you something that for me is like really old news but close to getting the results for...

Results? yes.

Me, as crazy as it seems, I have entered a competission that involves writing.

It's not like me to put my writing out there for those scary judges to see.

I decided to enter a 15 lined poem that I wrote. This poem arigenally wasn't 15 lines, but I had to reduce it because that was there limit.

Dam you!

For those who don't no, with writing poetry, I write esays. I swear they are sooooo long....

it's scary!

I had trouble reducing it to what they wanted since when I herd of this comp, I had it already written. I was no way thinking that I would put it in here, but thanks to:

Mrs Sutherland, Nat, and Mary, they thought that I should enter it.

So yay for them or something.

Anyway, to tell you how old this news is, I put it in around 2 or 3 months ago...

I no!

It's really bad. It shows though that I should update this thingy more often. So if I haven't updated for a while, and I've forgot, can someone please tell me?

Thanks.

Ok, I think now it's like time I stop and show you the poem.

This is the arigenal....

always.

When you need a sholder to cry on,

remember that I have a warm embrace,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

You will never be alone,

together we'll stand,

I'll be rite by your side,

when you need a helping hand.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

dont ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'm rite by your side,

always.

I'll be a lit candle,

guiding you through,

lighting your way,

in everything you do.

I'd help keekp you,

from stumbling over,

the obstacals ahead,

that block your path.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

If I light your path,

life is easier,

even strong winds,

my light will not deter.

Just remember,

I'm always here,

in your heart,

close and near.

So just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

That's why I'm here,

I'll help you out in every way,

so happyness and love,

in your heart will always stay.

So don't blow me out,

that's one request,

Unless it's me,

you do detest.

Just call out my name,

I'll be rite here,

I'll shield you from the pain,

there's no need to fear.

don't ever give up,

when times get tuff,

I'll be here to comfort you,

always.

How did you think of that? comment?

This is the one that I entered.

Always.

When you need a shoulder to cry on,

Remember I have a warm embrace,

I'll be there to comfort you, always.

Just call out my name, and I'll be right here,

I'll shield you from the pain, there's no need to fear.

Don't ever give up, when times get tuff,

I'll be by your side, always.

If I light your path, life is easier,

Even strong winds, my light will not deter.

I'll be a lit candle, guiding you through,

Lighting your way, in everything you do.

I'd help keep you, from stumbling over,

The obstacles ahead, that blocks your path.

So just remember, I'm always here,

In your heart, close and near.

For those who don't no, this poem is for a friend of mine and you no who you are...

She was going through a difficult time so I wrote this to tell her that I'm always here.

Hugs to you chica.

If I'm wrong and someone tell me, I think that this is done in a different font.

From my memory, this is how I sent it in.

If it is done in a different font, can someone send me a message.

For all you blindies, don't worry about it cause... well lol, there's no point.

The results of this poem will be anounced on the 21st of May.

The prize is $1000 but half of it goes to the school and I also get the poem published in a book. i don't think I will win though lots of people are saying I will. It can't be that grate. Siriously.

Anyway, on other exciting news, I am having another sibling! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy! It's a girl! Squee! I can't wate!

She is going to be a July baby. Hopefully the name might be Tameeka. Omg! I love that name! Some other names that we chose are: Ella, which in spanish is her. lol. I had to put that in....

and Hayden, I told Lorraine that name you gave to me... what was it again? oh god I can't remember....

meh, but she didn't mind it.

School is going fine. I am just handing in asesments, and finally things are going fine with my itinerant. I still miss you loades Mrs Meade. Omg! She was like the best!

It's a shame that she only taught me for one year.

I've also just mooved house and not having the net and phone is a baaaaaaaad. Me no like that!

Arggy.... I hope everything is fine.

I will probably will get the phone today or tomorro and the net hopefully next week.

So if you people want to call me, I have my mobile on me.

Welcome Louise to the land of LJ.

Have fun chica! I will hopefully add you soon and Kaitlyn, you rock! Your like sooooo funny.... you make me lol loades.

Hugs to you both and miss you.

Hayden, thank you sooooo much! You like saved me.... if you read this, not that you will in the next days, but if you do, can you make me a backing track of that song? Please?

Thanks.

Pearl and Andrew, I hope everything is going fine.

and to everyone else, hugs.

I better go now and get back to my work...nooooo.

I'll try and poast more often, I hope?

Hahahaha in like another 2 months time.

Anyways, take care, keep safe, and I'll be back as soon as possible.

Love and light,

Margarita.

Love you all.

I have done it! Yayyyyyy!

2007-11-15T04:19:13Z

Yayyyyyyyy! I have finally done it, and it is over with.
I have been so neverous these last few weeks,

I had my music exam today in the morning. I had to sin g and play on the piano Tula sana. For those who don't no, it is the one that Louise performed at BMC this year.
I liked it so much that I thought it would be a good idea for the yearly.
As well, a lot of people have been saying tha I sing that song verry well.

Mr Viera my music teacher said to me today, if I wanted to perform at the speach night that they having on the 10th of 'December. Yay!
I have always wanted to perform in front of people, and now I can.
Yay! achieved my goal!
Jonathan, maybe thursdays are not so bad after all.
lol. Today has been great.
Although there was one mix up, in tula sana I started off in the wrong key.
oops! bad me.
lol.

Well, kinda have to go.
the reason why I am writing so early in the day, is because I have finished my geography exam, and had spare time.

Ok, going now before I miss the bus.
hugs to all, bye.

Note: Thanks Louise, your great!

I have just finished my Spanish exam! yayyyy!

2007-11-06T01:50:50Z

hi. How are we all?
i have finally made my first entry.
Yay!

I am at school and have just finished my spanish exam, and have some spare time.
I thought since people have being saying "write in your LJ," I should.
Happy now?
Lol.

These last few days have been as normal witch have been boring.
Actually, on Saturday, I spent loades of time on the computer witch was cool, and I got to listen to The one way round about with Chris! yay!
I have been meaning to do that for a while now.
I also had my sisters dancing comp. Angela came no place, but on Sunday, Samantha came 4th witch was quite good.
She is going to nationals on the 25th of this month.
on Sunday, I just listened to Jonathans show witch was quite good.
Well done JDX.

Then I went to dads house, and as usual, we had loades to eat, but it was good.
And Lorraine recked the pasta. It came out all together, but stil was good.

Well, nothing else much has been happening, I have just been studying for the exams that are coming up.
Yayy! I am doing Tula Sana for Music.
I am playing piano, and singing.
And Bex, you are right in saying that it is hard to play and sing at the same time.
Though I am getting there.
Yay!

Gtg, it is close to lunch and kinda hungry.
I will hopefully make another one soon.
Till then, click, and bye.